Blog Time with Whiskey by My Side

Well. Here I sit again. I don't have too much to write about really. I have diluted whiskey by my side as I ponder the last couple of days.

Actually! Last night I contacted a girl =) Not based off of relationship wants or needs. Especially since I am running the celibate road now. No. I contacted her because I really was hoping she would be interested in starting a musical project with me. But, much like many occurrences in my life, I waited too long. Or she just wants nothing to do with me. Interestingly enough, she is the women that essentially said I am "weird". Whatever though. Apparently she has some new contract with a new band project. She wouldn't tell me the name. She said something along the lines of the contract she is in with the new project doesn't allow her to go telling people. Sounds like she's doing good... Having to be told who she can and cannot tell and what she can and cannot say. Hopefully she is doing it for her family or some sort of message instead of for the fame. She has great potential to change people's lives with her skill as opposed to her looks and charisma.

To continue on though. She ended up ignoring me after a question I asked regarding if she would still be interested in seeing a full set when I do one. I can't blame her though. As far as she is concerned, I'm not getting anything done at all with my music. But I am.

I worked a great deal on recording a song today that I wrote some time ago. I recorded the the guitar (twice), vocals, and added pitiful drum samples from reason 5. The song is coming along quite well and I must say for one take vocals I have to give myself some credit. I generally hate my own vocals. It's been a big mental battle to just accept them for what they are. And, I also made a large stride on that battle field today.

Performing live is still my goal. I have a message I want to spread and I want to do it live with the power behind it. Currently I am hashing out four songs. Writing basic as can be drums and bass. My cousin is going to write his own guitar parts. Then, after that, I am going to contact a drummer, bassist, another soloist, and start rehearsing. Before I know it, we will all be touring spreading a message of love, asking questions, and being active in what's going on in the world around us.

Here's to LOVE! *Raise my whiskey glass* See you all later